Well its been awhile!!

Well, Ive decided to come back since it has been awhile and update anyone that cares enough to follow my blog. =) Thank you the one. . or two readers that I may have! lol
Im actually doing pretty well financially, emotionally and physically lately. Things seem to be falling into place and I hope and pray that they continue to do so. Knowing all the while that with my luck they probably won't. BUT I just keep on wishing! lol
My divorce is still pending. Just have to get the estranged husband to take the parenting class and sign the papers. OR I can pay $150 to my lawyer to have his attendance waived for the class. I may just end up doing that and then getting the divorce by default because he is much too slow to realize that if he signs the papers, we are divorced! =P Sad but true, my friends!
Im finally getting out from the ditch that my "marriage" caused me financially and getting things back in proper working order. =) Its a VERY good thing because I have always craved financial stability. I want to be able to give my kids the entire world!! It just so happens that this is all happening right before Christmas. Im bound and determined to give my kids a damn good Christmas this year.
My kids "dad" hasn't come around all that often, nor has he really called. In some strange way but makes complete sense to me, it has been a weight off of my shoulders. Ive FINALLY learned to not expect anything from him, period. Since I have done that, he no longer disappoints me. It still hurts for my children but I rather enjoy not sharing them. I know where there are and how they are at all moments of every single day. They are amazing by the way. Damian is still running laps around everyone and talking up a storm. Leyna continues to amaze me more everyday with her growing intelligence. Its just great to be their mother. =D
Speaking of their mother, its a difficult thing to date while going through all of this. But one particular guy just seemed to kind of . . . fall in my lap when I wasn't expecting it. He is a very good guy and its now official that I have a boyfriend. This is something that is still oh so new for me to say . . it will take some getting used to! Thats for sure! But he treats me so well and gives me butterflies everytime I think about him. He respects me in all the ways possible and is an all around good guy . . with these tattoos that are so hot! lol I had to throw that in there or I would be lying to myself right now!! He has an amazing heart and the same sick and twisted sense of humor that I have. He can handle my sarcasm and throw it right back at me. . its great! lol
Onto other topics cuz I can tell you are rolling your eyes right now!! Ive been thinking about talking to my dad lately. My brother works with his company now and from all that my brother is saying, my dad may be getting his head on straight. I also just got my maiden name tattooed down my spine and its safe to say that I got that name (and am so proud to be an Elizond) from my dad. Its only a mere thought at this point still . . so input would be appreciated. Its not just me to worry about. Ive got these babies that look up to me so Im thinking LONG and HARD about this one.
Well, thats all there seems to be for now. I will try and update more as often as I can. =) Its busy busy times for me right now!